Just back from the get together .............thinking about the early days .With time people's way of thinking also changes.;Feeling very nostalgic..........before getting merried whenever my parents used to tell me about an invitation I simply used to deny .I never liked to join any gatherings ,because i used to get bore.I was happy with my work schedule in my student life ....and later with my my job.I never liked to go somewhere where there are lots of people looking at me and the place where I can't be like how I am.
Now ,at present situation when i have to quit my job for my daughter...I have to stay back at home....no relatives, no friends ....no duties other than family I really get bore.Now I want to mix with people ,Iwant to make friends,Iwant to get back to my teaching proffession .........but all seems running away from me .Now I realise why we should always be in touch with our relatives....our friends .....its only because some time they become our medicine for our lonely life. Mixing with people knowing them sometimes helps us to solve our problem.
I realised that the thought came to my mind after I became mother. Before that I never had such strong feeling to mix up.
With parenting lots of changes comes . As you go on teaching your child you too have lots of things to learn from your kids. Your patience and love also grows with your child. You learn to cope with worst situation by handling them.My daughter is now 4yrs. old and now I realize those changes in me . When I joined school I used to see the tensed parents living there child for the first time in school and think why on earth they are so worried.Am I going to beat there child?But believe me friends when that time came to me I was shaking.......looking at my daughter shouting and crying.I couldn't move from the school gate and after 2hrs I came home with my daughter.That experience made me think many things.
It made me apolozise to those parents whom I always used to avoid because of their worries for their child.It's really true that unless you have one child you miss out many emotions in this world and you never understand others feelings.
I am blessed to have one .Thanks to the almighty to give me an oppotunity to go through all such emotions and understand other .Now I think it would be more easier for me to handle other parents when I will start again with my teaching proffession.
